Tang Zhou turned his face slightly, his eyes dark and unreadable, shifting like light moving through deep water. Beneath her sleeve, Yan Dan slowly curled her fingers into a fist. A faint tremor moved through her body -- anger or fear, she couldn't tell which. She had always believed Ying Yuan felt nothing for her, and who could she blame for that? Love required two willing people. But this? This back-and-forth -- was it supposed to be funny? The silence stretched long before he spoke, his voice barely above a whisper. "Yan Dan. I miss you so much." "I know you traded half your heart for my eyes. For a time, I did confuse you with Zhi Xi. But when I saw you by the Jade Pool, I knew it was you." Yan Dan smiled. "I see." She was quiet for a moment. "It's alright. That was my own choice. You don't need to carry it." Tang Zhou paused. His expression darkened slowly. "Yan Dan. I think I fell for you. A long time ago, before I ...
The South Heavenly Gate looked exactly as she remembered, except lazier. The white tiger that once stood rigid with duty was snoring against the corridor wall, and the guard beside it barely cracked an eye open before letting it fall shut again. Yan Dan passed through without breaking stride. A thousand years ago, with the evil god still walking the realms, four soldiers would have been at every post, backs straight, eyes sharp. Now even immortals had gone soft in peacetime. Born in hardship, she thought. Dying in comfort. She turned west. Her master lived west. She still hadn't decided how to arrive. Announce herself at the gate like a proper disciple? Drop from the clouds unannounced? A thousand years had passed, but her face hadn't aged a day. He would know her. She kept walking, and the glazed roof tiles of his immortal residence caught the light in the distance. She picked up her pace. A pale blue figure came around the corner fast and nearly walked straight into her....